Die that I might live

It doesn't matter how much I study or how much schooling I have. Information about God alone does not constitute Christianity. It is so much more.
Kallistos Ware states it well when he writes, "Christianity is more than a theory about the universe, more than teachings written down on paper; it is a path along which we journey - in the deepest and richest sense, the way of life."
If we want to know God, have a relationship with him, we must walk the same journey he walks. We will not experience the same details on our journey; the scenery may look different. But the essence and destination are the same.
Paul writes, "I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead." (Philippians 3:10-11)
Self-sacrifice. Humility. Holiness. Those are the attributes of this journey. Our suffering must lead us to death. It may not be a physical death, but it must be a death of will. Our will must succumb to the will of the Father. Our desires must reflect the desires of the Kingdom. We must be willing to die that we might live.
The journey is often hard and the path is often the one less traveled. But God is our refuge and strength. He will be our fortress. When the road is rocky and the trail seems narrow, God will carry us through. And at the end of the journey, we will experience new life, resurrection. But there cannot be resurrection without death.
God, help me die that I might live. Amen.

shine!
Jason