What's been going on?

I have not blogged in a few weeks, so I am going to try to reflect on what I have experienced over the last couple of weeks...

From August 7-14, I was in Cincinnati with 26 RCC students, a handful of adults, and a team from the Warrenton (Virginia) Church of Christ. It was an incredible week where everyone worked hard and accomplished a lot for the Kingdom. Our team painted three houses and spent time with children in the community (as well as feeding them a meal each day). Even though the temperatures were in the mid-90's all week (with a heat index well over 100), everyone worked without complaining. I was amazed by their attitudes and desire to finish the tasks before them. I am pretty sure that Cincinnati impacted most us as much, if not more, than we impacted it. It was a great week!

After a few days home to catch my breath (which really means taking care of all of the details that get neglected when you're out of town), I left for the trip I am currently on. Last Friday, I spent the day traveling to Minnesota for a retreat and week-long intensive class for MREML program. Over the weekend, I stayed on campus at Luther Seminary, hung out with Mark Love, Sara Barton, and my cohort. We discussed a variety of things and ended the weekend worshipping at St. Matthew's Episcopal Church and then Solomon's Porch.

The last two days have been spent hanging out with Tony Jones, Doug Pagitt, and the authors of the other two books we are reading for this class. (Well, we had to Skype with the one who lives in Chicago.) We have been spending our days at Solomon's Porch and our evenings enjoying the Twin Cities. (Despite what Ryan Woods says, the Twin Cities have some good coffee and good coffee shops.) One of the highlights of the week so far for me was walking through a prayer labyrinth this afternoon.

The next couple of days will be spent further discussing hospitality as leadership (this is the title of our class). I am still trying to process the things we are hearing and learning, and I am listening to hear what God might be trying to tell me in this season of life and ministry. When you turn 40 - as I did in May of this year - your perspective on life makes a shift. Well, at least mine has. I am realizing that I have (statistically) lived over half of my life.

What am I going to do with the rest of my life? What does God have in store for me? What do I need to learn? How can I listen better to God? What does it mean to be a follower of Jesus?

As I reflect on the last couple of weeks, I realize that God is not done with me yet. He has turned dread into joy. He has opened my eyes to new things. He is transforming frustration into hope. And there is so much more He is doing that I am not realizing.

I have more questions that I do answers. I continue to learn that the more I discover, the less I know. God continues to remind me that He is God and I am not. Every time I think I know what I am doing, I realize that I am pretty clueless.

I consider myself a cautious optimist. I try to look at the glass as half full without trying to convince myself that I am promised a free refill. As I consider my life, my family, and my ministry, I am hopeful for the future. I believe that God has great things in mind for the Steckel family and the Rochester Church. I know that the road ahead will not always be easy, but I can find peace in the fact that regardless of where the road leads, God will be there.

Well, I could go on (and I already have too much), but this is just an update on where life has taken me over the month of August. I miss my wife, I miss my son, and I miss my Rochester family. I can't wait to get back home and reunite with all of them as we continue on this journey of faith that we are pursuing as a family and community.

shine!
Jason