"I think church has very little to do with Spirituality. I think it's something you have to find in yourself. It's about expressing your deepest fears and your emotions and putting it in something. It's not about living in fear and praying and hoping you're not going to go to Hell. That's not very Spiritual to me. "
I will be the first to admit that I am not an expert on Manson, nor do I listen to his music, but I was intrigued but what he had to say.
Manson, whose given name is Brian Hugh Warner, has evidently received a lot of negative press because of his anti-Christian message. Again, without having listened to much, if any, of his music, I am not going to make a lot of comments about the message he sends.
However, after a little bit of research, I did discover some interesting things about what may have shaped the view he espoused in the above quote. (I did find this information on the internet, so it's validity is always open to falsehood.) Apparently, Brian attended a private, Christian school most of his childhood. There are also other childhood experiences that may have contributed to his attitude towards Christianity, and I think all of that is important to consider as we listen to what he has to say.
Anyway, back to the quote...
I think that Manson has some valid points. But the question I must ask is which "church" is he talking about?
Is he talking about the living organism God intended, or the organization that has developed over time?
Is he talking about the prophetic people of God, or the product-driven dispenser of religious goods and services?
Is he talking about the living temple of the Holy Spirit, or the building where people gather once a week?
Is he talking about the body created in the image of God, or a group of people creating God in their image?
Depending on which one he is talking about, Manson may be right. To be honest, most of us struggle between the divergent explanations of church that I describe above. We are a broken, imperfect people, often wrestling with our own sins and shortcomings. But that doesn't change who God is or who God is calling us to be.
I don't believe that Spirituality is something that we find in ourselves. However, it is something that must come from allowing God to work within us. I agree that Spirituality is something that allows us to express our fears. The Psalms are full of that kind of language. But Spirituality is not a self-help program or an individual endeavor.
While it is true that everyone travels a unique journey, no one travels that journey alone. That is precisely why the church is crucial, dare I say essential, for true Spirituality. It is only when we live in community with others who are also filled with and led by the Spirit that we can most fully experience Spirituality. Just as a finger cannot live without the rest of the body, neither can one person live without a community.
From the beginning, God created us to be in community. It is interwoven into who we are and how we exist. Yes, broken relationships and damaged trust can lead us to build walls and focus inward, but that is not what God intended, and neither is it the path to an abundant life.
I respect Manson's opinion because I sense he has experienced significant pain in his life, as have many others who reject or question Christianity. I cannot discount what they say, because it is their story. However, I can offer what I believe is a grander, more hopeful metanarrative that offers ultimate hope and redemption. This story is not found primarily in a certain set of beliefs, a specific building, or one particular religious organization. Rather, it is found in the mission of the Father, the person of Jesus Christ, and the power of the Holy Spirit. It is the story that I ascribe to and the one that sheds true light in a world often consumed by darkness.
shine!
Jason
